and lets escape to wonderland
The ecstasy unable to withstand
But I fear the worst of my touch
That you abruptly desire to clutch
Might shatter you too much
How's every one doing?
I turned into an insomniac for the last few days You know when you hit the pillow every night and all the annoying most embarrassing moments decide to parade in your head ( Maybe?)
Doesn't that sometimes makes you doubt yourself ? Wishing you can take it back?
I couldn't fall asleep until I wrote this
Its awkwardly altering when you fear that when some one finds out something about you that should be hidden Or when some one makes an embarrassing discovery of you; The way they see you completely changes! Their attitude towards you is different; You're not the person they used to know anymore. Despite this happening or not happening; every one is afraid of showing their dark side for it might cost a relation, a friendship, family, THAT SPECIAL PERSON, etc.
Its alright, You are not alone
All you need to know is that people who really love you will accept you no matter how you are
You all have a great day/night ahead
I definitely know what you mean. I have trouble getting close to most girls I like because I have a fear of getting to know them and then things ending when they find out about my past. You're right. If they would really come to love me, they would stick around. Boy, I needed to hear that... Thanks. Well written by the way.
And I live on the nightshift, my mind is always racing with thoughts like this. It's not just a few nights like you though, it's every night. I sleep an average of four hours every night. The rest is just tossing and turning.